Irruent - we were happy? Lyrics

Talk about feelings we had
Talk about how we were happy in the past
Talk about feelings right now
Since you left, I've been wearing a frown
I'll tell you when we get back
Promise you I ain't care 'bout your past
Had a date, then we crashed
Then we fell and broke like glass, yeah
We laughing together all to the bank
We were happy together, why can't you stay?
I swear I had a moment and that shit ain't fake
And you couldn't be with me any longer, well, I guess that's okay
Then
I just feel lonely now
You won't talk to me anymore
Guess I'm your past now
I was just thrown away
Guess I'm that trash now
Yeah, you just went to your place
While I'm at home, blacked out
Yeah, we talked about feelings with you
Thought about feelings we through
Think about you in my bathtub, I'm over here tying my noose
Imagine being teary-eyed when I see you in your wedding gown
Not much more to think about, that future's over now
You just left altogether, I'm tryna dodge my rain
I don't wanna see myself full of this pain
Every day I see your car, a part of me breaks
Sometimes I wonder what happens if you would've stayed
We were so happy, where did you go?
Now it's your fault that I'm all alone
Now it's your fault I got no one to phone
Now it's your fault that I gotta go home
Finding my reasons to care, finding my own ways to cope
Just can't take them pills or drugs anymore
Yeah, you were the reason I'm happy, but you shut that door
Now you're the reason I'm sad, I'd rather choke
Trying to give myself reason, but I lost that hope
Now I truly think it's my fault I let you go
My fault that I let you go