dont go back Video (MV)

I lie there for days
Stare at my ceiling and
It doesn't really change
I lie awake
I tell myself (I tell myself)
Don't look back
Don't look back
Doesn't matter though
I've been out of those
I've been putting all I'm pulling out my cards
Days pass and the months go
I've been laid back, but I think it's time for me to change
Maybe I won't stay the same
And I know I left you
And I know you'll do you, you'll do fine
I hope you have a great life
I only wish the best
I only wish that you weren't stressed
I hope your years go by fast
You'll live a life that you'll like to pass
You'll pass without me
You can think about the happiness that I didn't offer to you
I apologize, didn't treat you the way that you should be
I f*cked up, I did so
Fly away, fly away
Why don't you go far away?
I've been taking my mind to self
And I'm tryna bend my own mind away
But you wait
And I wait
And in bed
I lie awake
Don't look back