Bastard son that will never shine
Just a dead star in a corpse's rotting eyes
Left alone in this damned broken world
Trying to live
Won't give in to your lies
Trying to cope with the loss of all of my instincts
Can't feel my way out of this darkened hellhole that is my existence
Trying to cope with the loss of all of my instincts
Can't feel my way out of this darkened hellhole that is my existence
(Resisting temptation)
Contemplating ending it
(Resisting temptation)
Contemplating ending it all
Don't do it
(Rest in peace)
Don't do it
(Rest in peace)
I can't seem to understand why
Just a dead star in a corpse's rotting eyes
Just a dead star in a corpse's rotting eyes
Ripped to pieces
I will die alone
I have nowhere to call home
Nowhere to rest my head
Always wishing I was dead
No where to call home
I thought you'd never leave
When you're dead I'll be relieved
There will be no more pain
There will be no more shame
No more shame
Sick to my core
These words clench my heart and rip it out
Unknowingly abandoned at birth
Empty eyes staring into my soul
I will always try to love you
I will always fail
I will always try to love you
I will always fail
I will always try to love you
I will always fail