IRRITA OFFICIAL - Manic (feat. Tyler Beam) Lyrics

Dying of uncertainty
(Suffocating)
Need to get out of this hell
(Please set me free)

I can feel my chest and mind slowly collapsing
Behind my eyes the pain swallows my brain whole

Restless
Hopeless
Confused
Bastard

When I sleep I fade away but when I wake it's all the same thing
Everyday's something different
There's no escape from the confusion

Lost in my mind
There's two sides to a brain but I'm insane and I can't get a grip
Not sure who I really am
I'm plagued by unstable emotions
Failure seems to be my only stability

Chaos suffocates my soul
I cannot stand being all alone
I cannot stand being all alone
I cannot stand being all alone

By myself with my thoughts and left to rot

Anxiety wraps its hands around my throat
All I can do is choke
I close my eyes to escape but my thoughts manifest in the dark

(Countless hours I've spent
Wasting my time
Tipping towers that I see in my mind

(Involuntary visions of pain from in my brain
Shadows of fear inside that creep out from under me)

(Shadows of fear inside that creep up from under me)

(This is what they all want to see)

(Why can't they let me rest in peace
Take this shit from my brain
And eat my eyes
Just to keep me sane
Involuntary visions of pain eviscerate my skull from within)

My mind is always such a mess
I cannot remember a time I did not feel this way

(Eat from the open wound
It will be coming soon
Entrails of hate and gloom)

(Nothing to feel inside
Death is my loving bride
Death is my loving bride
Lay with me in my tomb)

In my tomb