Mind won't stop racing
Another day lies ahead
Coming to terms with the life I've led
Drowning in the void
Nothing stopped me then
What's there to stop me now
Nothing's changed
It's all the same
What a mess I've made
Why can't it all be okay
When can it all be okay
(There is no other option)
It will never be okay
I can see the end
I can almost grasp it
I could take my life
Hatred manifested
I can see the end
I can almost grasp it
I could take my life
I could take all of this pain away
Throw my life away
Too terrified
Too filled with rage
Too horrified
Fight or flight
Terrified of the unknown
Doubt and worry occupies my mind
Terrors of what may be waiting for me on the other side of this hell
Will I ever rest
Doubt it
I doubt it
Doubt it
I doubt it
Doubt it
I doubt it
Doubt it
I doubt it