IRON.EXE - DREAMS AWAIT Lyrics

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The big boy was never good at the sport
Never picked first, for either the field or the court, uh (yeah)
Feels good to have your peer's validation
Kinda hard to acknowledge when deep down you hate yourself
I make beats to hopefully reach all the lost souls
Becoming hard to blend in when you're never involved
Forever stay a mystery till the end of time unsolved
Take some leaves out of my book and then you'll see how so
Never seen, never checked, never mentioned
They never talk about the cards that I lent them
All I can do is sit back and wait for the evidence
Done all I can do, I look past, there's no respecting them
Maybe one day that'll mean something
Huh
All the effort to try and push others, amounted to nothing
Same words coming out of my mouth
Wasting time, always checking, I'm forever in doubt
Yeah, yeah
Placed in position we, uh
Showing 'em now, you gotta show me love, you gotta show me what's up
You spending time with everybody else at the bar
Show my kill
Hunting trophies never enough
Though I'm still
Rushes cope and thicken the blood
Never real, still I'm gutted that I woke up
And now I see it in
In the flashing, in the speakers, in the record spin
Is it too late for the records and the everything
F*ck He's only seventeen, let's give him everything, yeah
But the position we play
Dreams Await
Running out of time
If he's a gun, the pessimism will step into his hollow barrel and blow
Yo, I've been down, I've been used, I feel worthless, it's all nonsense
Now I'm steady chasing profits
They seldom see me at my lowest but I'm coping fine
Building myself with good character only takes time
In a year I'll look back and laugh
It's only somewhat amusing when it's all in the past
I ain't cried since my sister died, it's been hard to sleep at night
I've been lost but I still ain't afraid to fight
Awaiting dreams, dreaming bout a brand new life
I'm steady working hard, but sometimes dreams be getting in the way of art
I need some time to just think
I haven't allowed myself to do that, I feel this boat will sink
Every waterfall has it's brink
I'm just longing for when the money and music finally link
Money in decline, just like water in a sink
Making sure every single lyric arrives succinct, uh