I lie awake sometimes and stare at the dark
Something inside me wants to tear me apart
I see it every night and every day
It's all that I can do to keep it away
'Cause I can't go on
I can barely breathe
Trying to deny
It's a part of me
Like it or not
Like it or not
Like it or not
Went to a doctor just to see what to do
He said "too late my boy you're all but consumed"
"Feel free to come back when you've come to your grips"
Sometimes it's stable but sometimes it slips