What's this pain inside my chest I think my health is declining
You tell me all the time
I told you that I am tryin'
My face is red my dad is dead whatever whatever
If you keep saying the same old shit they'll drop you forever
I'm contemplating on wether or not
This feeling I got
Is for real
I'm meditating whenever I jot
All of these thoughts
I'm for real
I just can't get over the fact
I just found a new way to act
And now i'm berating my Friends
And I'm not parading no checks
All cause I feel all alone
I'm tryna cope down in my bed
Said I can't feel myself in the past
Can't say what my dad told me Last
I feel like a whole other man
Like one who can't feel no stress
Being depressed
Drained me
And now i can't hide from the Fact
That now i'm just hyped for my Death