Iolc - Avoid the Brain Lyrics

I needed motivation to get stronger
I had the dedication to go farther
Couldn't get some help from my own father
Felt like I was always on my own
I had the friends around me with no friends around me
Always acting fake when I'd be down say sorry
Somehow stayed afloat but now I'm down and drowning
Told me to stay woke and now alarms are sounding
Voices in my head right now they are surrounding
They told me to not worry now the time is counting
Stuck in my thoughts and memories so timely
Back when I would hold you with your arms around me
Nothing stopping me besides my heart thats pounding
Im dying every night and I can't stop this feeling
No ones hearing I should stop this dreaming
One day someone asked me what do you believe in
I truly could not answer cause my mind is leaving

I'm done with all the pain
I'm bout to go insane
Please exert the pain
Please avoid my brain

Still struggling with insecurities
No this is not a nose bleed
Still wondering if she noticed me
I see her face pop up inside my dreams
My thoughts only exist up on these beats
The real world is scaring me
I need Morgan freeman to carry me
Before this non human attempts to bury me

Don't wast your mind I'm
Losing my time I
Can't find the words to say in this
Monstrosity

Please
Don't trust my memories

Please
Don't trust m

I'm done with all the pain
I'm bout to go insane
Please exert the pain
Please avoid my brain