I hate myself
I am a monster
I make everyone I love cry
They all disappear
And I stand still
Watching them go
It's better that way
Maybe the one who has to leave is me
So that way I won't hurt anymore
I don't want to repeat this cycle again
I don't want to repeat this cycle again
Begging for something that puts me to sleep
My mind is the prison, don't think about anything
Watching nmyself in the mirror I hate me
I wish I disappear