InTENsity - Speck of Dust Lyrics

I just wanna get somewhere
Everyone around me's got their own plans
In a downward spiral going nowhere
Time is ticking and I'm worried 'bout my lifespan
And I don't even know what to do with myself
Is it finally time I put this shit back on the shelf?
I'm concerned about the future, I'm concerned about my health
And sometimes I just can't express that I need some help
So let me break it down, 'cause I'm breaking down
Got scars on my arms from the vacant town
Nobody's around to hear me scream or make a sound
Like I'm already six feet underground
Six feet underground with my family, and my next door neighbours
And some strangers, and my haters
Misbehaving in my grave, this is my haven
Is this earth or is it heaven?
May the seventh - it's a curse
But it could be worse, I could've died without a purpose
Or without writing some verses
Did I even deserve to?

'Cause I'm only a speck of dust
Floating in a ray of light shining through the window
(When the sun goes down, I'm invisible)
I just wanna be the one you notice
Wanna catch your eye so I don't feel worthless
'Cause I'm only a speck of dust
Floating in a ray of light shining through the window
(When the sun goes down, I'm invisible)
I just wanna be the one you notice
Wanna catch your eye so I don't feel worthless

I don't wanna feel like
Everything I've done up until now has been for nothing
When my time comes I wanna leave behind something
The stars up in the sky are falling down on us like raindrops
When will the pain stop? When will the clouds dissipate?
Have you ever had someone you look up to just dissipate?
Ripped straight out of your life with nothing that you could do to elevate
As you're sinking further down into the black hole
You're expected just to spring back up despite your tired soul
And you're feeling down, 'cause no one's around
You just wanna hear that soothing sound
"Everything will be fine, people love you and so do I"
I just want a reason to keep on believing
That I will be missed whenever I will be leaving
Why bother holding any more grudges?
Kill 'em dead and stop 'em breathing
Maybe now we can be even
Everything's so f*cking god damn temporary and it's scary
So let's drive down town together with our speakers blaring

'Cause I'm only a speck of dust
Floating in a ray of light shining through the window
(When the sun goes down, I'm invisible)
I just wanna be the one you notice
Wanna catch your eye so I don't feel worthless
'Cause I'm only a speck of dust
Floating in a ray of light shining through the window
(When the sun goes down, I'm invisible)
I just wanna be the one you notice
Wanna catch your eye so I don't feel worthless

The night connects the day, and I'm waiting for the sun to rise
Once the light's upon my face, I'll try to open my eyes

No promises, no promises
No promises, no promises, oh

'Cause I'm only a speck of dust
Floating in a ray of light shining through the window
I just wanna be the one you notice
Wanna catch your eye so I don't feel worthless

'Cause I'm only a speck of dust
Floating in a ray of light shining through the window
(When the sun goes down, I'm invisible)
I just wanna be the one you notice
Wanna catch your eye so I don't feel worthless

When the sun goes down, I'm invisible
When the sun goes down, I'm invisible

No promises, no promises
No promises, no promises