The Intellectual Madman - Living Profanity Lyrics

Vonna
Can you get me closer
Make me love you worth
F*cking end my life

So turn away from me don't see me for I am
I'm the trauma the monster inside him
Just constantly thrown in the Arkham Asylum
Obsessed with depression I stalk it in silence
I'm losing myself think I gave up on searching
I found when I'm stressed I put off all the hurting
I've tried a few treatments that don't even work
Hnd had more than a few drinks that aren't even
F*ck

Vonna
Can you get me closer
Make me love you worth
F*cking end my life

There's more to this isn't it
The glass keeps on filling
I'm already gone really don't think I'll finish it
Keep tipping over the room is still spinning
My mental is venomous
Heads getting heavy plus all of this thinking
I might end up ending it
Who are the villains in all my writtens that target the Gentleman
Hugging my scars til their pilling and

Vonna
Can you get me closer
Make me love you worth
F*cking end my life

Kill for this not to be real cause I know my
Life won't change
Let me switch up the game from this suicide mind-frame
How can I sleep with the migraines
My mind drifts off to a dark place
See no escape
Where it can't be safe and the process to heal only brings more pain til it drives me insane then the pain shifts again
What is my worth to the friends
Pull the wool from my eyelids or backup the virus
I can't seem to cry when my loved ones are dying
I hurt from it most when I'm sulking in private
These wolves open wounds and they're scraping inside them
Sheep who have abandoned me
Deserted my family
Deserve the insanity
Living profanity
How can I hope for a future
My past has its hands on me

Vonna
Can you get me closer
Make me love you worth
F*cking end my life

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