Instant Reason - Growing Up Lyrics

Seasons change
And I'll be changing too
Try my best to hold my tongue
I'll sit here quietly and watch the news
I can't be makin'
The same old mistakes twice
It's time to prove that everybody's wrong and
Isn't that a rule of growing up

It's all different now
And I see a different face
In the mirror
Wanna see how much I can change
How much I can change

I've been stressed out
A whole lot more these days
All these doors are opening and closing
Oh god, I hope that I can find my way
Please believe me
When I tell you I am strong
And done running from the long barrel of a gun
Called life that's had me in a stick-up this whole time

It's all different now
And I see a different face
In the mirror
Wanna see how much I can change
Falling down hurts
And getting up just feels so tough
They work us all damn day babe
But enough is enough
Enough is enough

And it feels like
It's all clear
And I realize
I just might disappear
But growing up is hard
They're pushing us too far
Gonna find a way to make ends
Meet and be a man

I've been hatin'
Being stuck in this small town
Where nothing ever really even happens
I'll be surprised if we can make it out
Seasons have changed
And I have changed with them
No more leaves on the bare trees
And a cold breeze to remind me of a simpler time

I don't even know you
I don't even know myself
I don't wanna know you
I don't wanna know myself
I can't even help you
Because I'm the one who needs some help
I don't wanna know you
I don't wanna know myself
Myself