Inner Selfsocial - Outwardly Kind Lyrics

I'm the smile on a sunny day
Hidden storm that won't go away
Gave my heart to everyone
Inside battles never won
Bring the light to darkened rooms
Yet my shadows still consume
Help the world but I can't see
What the mirror shows to me
Outwardly kind inwardly a fight
Resentment grows in the dead of night
Am I true or just pretend?
Doing good but where's the end
Guilt that eats me from within
Every laugh feels like a sin
Acting pure but thoughts impure
Joy I spread feels insecure
Questioning my very soul
Who am I if not this role
Striving hard to bring the cheer
Yet my heart still clings to fear
Outwardly kind inwardly a fight
Resentment grows in the dead of night
Am I true or just pretend?
Doing good but where's the end
Questioning my very soul
Who am I if not this role
Striving hard to bring the cheer
Yet my heart still clings to fear
Outwardly kind inwardly a fight
Resentment grows in the dead of night
Am I true or just pretend?
Doing good but where's the end