Inkwater - Pussy on the Chainwax Lyrics

Old school adjacent to a halfway
Getting driven home on a bad day
But those are getting way too common
Now I'm weighing my options and all I hear is
"Son you gotta have faith"
I could barely smoke, but I was still enlightened
I killed my ego, then I had to overwrite it
But in the end, I'm still encumbered by a voice that says everything is awful
The only option left is dying
My own negativity's a burden now
Even when I'm spreading all this cheese around
So I'm just trying to get the bag and hold it down
All this weight around me; I'm just trying not to drown
Your whole existence is fiction
I'm trying to kick my addictions
My patience is limited; that's why
I've been on some different convictions
I don't care about a clique
I don't care about a bitch
You're looking like the fact that I'm just living offends you
And if that's an issue I'll end you
And all of the cunts that defend you
Cuz when it comes down to it
You'll pussy out of it nigga
You'd best take a senzu

It's so ironic, it do not matter, they were hella right
Now it's chronic, we smoking fatter than that cellulite
I just linked up all the puzzle pieces with no eyesight
I'm on the brink of a new thesis and my mind's right
Maybe my aspirations will wear me out
Success just a fabrication to tear me down
I busted my ass for pride, that shit was not for the clout
So when they decided to f*ck with the rent money I up and bounced

Pull up on the block with my crew
We roll deep like the sea
I'm a shark, nigga; nemo in my teeth
I don't sleep; all I do is dream
I don't really see why they always drop in to cut me off, but
Can't stop, and it won't stop, bruh