Infinite - Letter to my unborn Lyrics

This ones a letter to my unborn
I never got to meet you, hold you, kiss you
But I still love you with all of my heart
Rest in peace little one
I'm holding back tears while I'm writing this
Cos my greatest fears just come to life and its
Frightening it's nightmarish
Man there's no way of fighting this
Said there's no way of fighting this
Holding back tears while I'm writing this
Cos my greatest fears just come to life and its
Frightening it's nightmarish
Man there's no way of fighting this
Said there's no way of fighting this
I still remember the day I found out that you was coming
Your mum was outta town with your brother and your cousins
She sent me a message and said I gotta show you something
Then she sent a picture of the pregnancy test I was buzzing
I was over the moon to find out I'd be a dad again soon
But obviously I was panicking too
I started planning everything we needed to do
Before we got graced with a present the presence of you
Your mum and I started placing bets on your birth weight
Your birth date and even started to consider first names
My personal favorite was serenity
But then again I guess it will never be
Next thing you know your mum started bleeding unexpectedly
She came out of the bathroom and she sat down next to me
She told me what had happened with some tears in her eyes
It broke my heart in to pieces just hearing her cry and now
I'm holding back tears while I'm writing this
Cos my greatest fears just come to life and its
Frightening it's nightmarish
Man there's no way of fighting this
Said there's no way of fighting this
Holding back tears while I'm writing this
Cos my greatest fears just come to life and its
Frightening it's nightmarish
Man there's no way of fighting this
Said there's no way of fighting this
Yeah you might be gone but you'll never be forgotten
Cos now I understand the true meaning of rock bottom
I got all these crazy thoughts gotta find a way to stop em
Gotta stay strong I cant add to the problem
People say how can you miss someone you never knew
But this is different cos your mum and I created you
When she told me there was a smile on my face that grew
Now we've lost you and I'm feeling blue
I'll never get to hold you or kiss you
Tell you that I love you, I miss you
I wish you was here with us can someone pass me a tissue (pass me a tissue)
It's a shame we didn't even give you a give you a name
And the worst part is I'm pissed but there's no one to blame
No one to blame no one to blame said I'm pissed but there's no one to blame
So now I'm holding back tears while I'm writing this
Cos my greatest fears just come to life and its
Frightening it's nightmarish
Man there's no way of fighting this
Said there's no way of fighting this
Holding back tears while I'm writing this
Cos my greatest fears just come to life and its
Frightening it's nightmarish
Man there's no way of fighting this
Said there's no way of fighting this