Wrong for Once Video (MV)

Saw this pointless situation
Coming from a mile away
Going through this once again
An active player, in this game
Need to keep my ears open
When lecturing myself
These voices in my head
Are growing louder, everyday
Crawling back into the same dark hole
Despite being right, craving to be wrong
Glaring at the mirror, arguing with myself
Unforgiving words torturing my brain
Need to keep my ears open, when lecturing myself
These voices in my head, are growing louder... everyday

Felt utterly disgusted
Saying: "I told you so"
Over a million times
Yet repeating it once more
Endless trying and still can't
Get away from this curse
Need to own the hands of time
Need to set them in reverse
I have tried

I know that I have tried, many times I have tried

To be wrong just for once
I have tried, I have tried

I know that I have tried, many times I have tried

To be wrong just for once

I have tried, I have tried, I swear that I have tried
Time, after time, after time, after time
I have tried; I know that I have tried
Many times I have tried; I swear that I have tried
Time, after time, after time, after time
I have tried, I swear that I have tried, I swear that I...

Deeds done
Trace shown
Now on
Your own

Alone... gone