In search of the light
Wasted all my life
No progress achieved
Questioning beliefs
Fighting the lost war
Carrying the empty cause
Ideals no future
Problems no solutions
Doubts and deceptions
Cover up my brain
Angels and devils
Prosperity and plagues
No more will I try
To find the right way
No more will I think
What tomorrow I'll face
In search of the light
Wasted all my life
No progress achieved
Questioning beliefs
Sitting in a dark room
Performing pointless rites
Consumed by my own soul
Just watching time fly by
I contemplate the loss
Of every single one
Illusion that I used to
Nourish within my heart
Soothing light has disappeared
Changing thoughts for suffering
I feel something deep inside of me
Now I know it's only me
How can I control myself?
As I face in disbelief
'Cuz when I look in the mirror
Nothing left to see
The failure of my existence
Is open for you to see
Not ashamed of all this trouble
My life has been
Is senseless to seek for something
You know you will never find
All left for me to do
Stop searching for light
Quickly flashing through my head
The history of my life
All my goals and purposes
Have turned out to be just lies
Drowning within my own self
And too late I realize
That the light I've always chased
In front of my eyes still lies
Senseless you seek for something
You know that you won't find
All left for me to do
Stop searching for light
The failure
For you to see
All this trouble
My life's been
Now I comprehend
There's nothing for me to find
So it is today that I
Stop chasing light
Shutdown
Of the light
I have wasted
My life to find