Inefável Errante - Granted Duality Lyrics

All systems fail, put me on back again
I need to get back in trying to break this spell
Of a deafening silence, it`s a sudden form of
Hoping too hard that something`s coming
There you rest, make up on for your after-work date,
Under such a soothing sun
Waiting for me to address you, despite
Someone else out there will fulfill your urge for love
`Cause I`m sick to the stomach, laying eyes on unpleasantry
Daring myself to at some point engage in
A friendly talk with one so dearly held in
But there`re still facts blurred
Outside you see a smile of a childish man,
Uninvolved on an abstract bloodshed
Inside I am desperate to gouge it all out
Or count the days I will see you gone for good

I can gouge it all out but I`m counting the days I will
See you gone for good

[Instrumental Intermission]

I can walk and I can talk as well
But this 3000ft walk will be the death of us all
So our eyes keep track of the broken pavement
We must face every day every night every thought such as
"I just love what you`ve done to your hair"
But I`m afraid of f*cking that up and the laughter will be cut short
And down to the well I go, but don`t come on wishing
Depth`s inhumane, also luck doesn`t come by your hands
So my head process sentence after sentence searching for a game changer,
To break the silence
But one or the other will get in front of each other
And the traffic will deny any sort of interaction
It gets narrower, darker and painful,
When the vultures rest after another day of mind terror
Goodbye, as distant as we can get,
But hey, weekend is just around the corner

I await for you and I to grab a cup of coffee and just talk
I sure wait for you and I to grab a cup of coffee and just talk
I await for you and I to chug a pint of lager and just talk
I`m eager for you and I to chug a pint of lager and let things go

Ooh, let go

[Instrumental Intermission]

I`m rooting for something that just won`t work
I`m rooting for something that will never work
I`m rooting for something that just might work

`Cause I do, what I`m please to, but i must face the torture of
a drop after drop after drop after drop until I crack as a shivering leg
And your face, oh dear, making your way through the crowd as I sob in fear
This uncertainty feels like a granted duality, but who gave permission
I cannot put you through this, oh darling, I cannot make you suffer for my mistakes please darling
I`ve been surrounded by psychic vampires for years, but none of them looks like you
My mind is a mean rainforest, every now and then
A storm of bad thoughts falls down but note that I retain each one of them
I`ve been following protocol
I have been trying so hard to tell you that...

The weirder things are getting
The more reasons I have to take shelter in you
(Please hear me up)