What do you do
When you find out the rumors were true
When you wake up to speak to the dark
In a city with too many people
And too many cars
So strange that we sleep
And dream of worlds that cannot be
With eyes that cannot see
I can be you, you can be me, again
I stared at the mirror, I stared at the screen
I see the faceblind eyes trying to make sense of me
Another year I spent in disguise
Another version of me I cannot recognize
I scream at the void, I'm barely intact
I'm the human version of broken glass
I think I'm gonna fall
You ask how was my day
I say I do not recall
I know regrets, they keep me sick
I don't know the words I hear leaving my lips
I knock myself down to my knees
No medicine, no pills, no sleep
Can heal me
I stared at the mirror, I stared at the screen
I see the faceblind eyes trying to make sense of me
Another year I spent in disguise
Another version of me I cannot recognize