INDEVTH - SICK Lyrics

I am sick
I don't sleep anymore
How could you forgive me
When I can't forgive myself
I am sick
I'm tired of feeling this low
I am my own worst enemy

Bring the pain back
I feel the cold as it takes a hold of me
But even after all I've lost
I guess it's not enough

Pushing back At an immovable force
Can't take the weight of this guilt
I am giving in
What have i become?
I've flown into the sun
I fell so far theres nowhere left to fall now
Tell me what's left here for me

The void I have tried to exit
Dont f*cking need your help I reject it
Still The pendulum swings
It just dont mean a thing
It's all just dead to me
F*ck every single memory
F*cking call me a demon
But your the one you created me

I am sick
I don't sleep anymore
How could you forgive me
If I can't forgive myself
I am sick
I'm tired of feeling this low
I am my own worst enemy

Motherf*cker this shit runs deeper
Ain't got no time left to fear the reaper
I can't erase it follows me wherever I go
Where ever I go
I'm f*cking sick of this shit
So drag me closer to the edge of it

I am sick
I don't sleep anymore
I am sick
I don't sleep anymore
SICK