Not welcome
Great blames
An unwanted child
A big mistake
A big mistake
There's a stormy longing for numbness in my mind
My brain is tormented by pent-up lust
I reach for the bottle to drown my fears
I don't need help, i don't trust
My life can't still have meaning
My steps go back, they go backwards
The past lies, swallows me up
To the point of dead cards
I have been stumbling
Along dark paths all my life
I got involved with people
For some attention
My heart is still bleeding
From all the stab wounds
Right in the middle
And i cry
There's a stormy longing for numbness in my mind
My brain is tormented by pent-up lust
I reach for the bottle to drown my fears
I don't need help, i don't trust
My life can't still have meaning
My steps go back, they go backwards
The past lies, swallows me up
To the point of dead cards
No wonder I'm competely lost
And confused in this creepy hole
No wonder i'm completely shaky
Insecure and not whole
I am an isolated rock
In deep dark water
Shaped and polished
By the brisk flow
A source of support
For those who were lost
Did i saved them
How do i know?
Not welcome
Great blames
An unwanted child
A big mistake