Honesty Video (MV)

Tongue tied like a cherry stem
I don't really know what to say to them
Drifting thoughts I can't apprehend
I wonder if they could even comprehend
All the dumb stuff that I have to say
Rather say nothing because I'm lame
Now it's getting hard just to carry that weight
Now it's getting hard just to carry that
Wait
Feeling weak like I'm not a man
But that's just this doubt creeping in again
Act okay but it's all pretend
Lately the truths getting hard to bend
I wonder if they can tell
And who
Making my heart swell
What's new
I don't wanna let go
Like glue
I already did though
It's true
They just wanna know what's going on
Really it just is, that I'm tired of my flaws
I don't wanna be who I am after all
That's why I'm filled with all these sad songs
Every single day it changes
Always switching all these faces
I am going to new places
And I don't know if I can take this
Hard to see and hard to breath
What will give me clarity
Probably just honesty
But tell me why that's hard to speak