I have all of my words ready to speak to you
But it's like a hurricane when I'm around you
And I get so scared when I'm talking to you
I wanna hide myself
So I don't screw up
So I'll take myself back to my black tree
My fear is in the one place I can go to, it's in my head... it's my black tree
I don't wanna be scare of me
When I'm alone, I pretend I'm not afraid of me
But my mind only place tricks on me
For all of us who are scared, it's ok
We all have a place to hide
We shouldn't feel so gone, when we're all here
I won't be so afraid when I have to say what needs to be said, but my fear is complaining... I'm discontent with myself, so I'll fit it all back in my head and bottle it up now
My own little place in my head
It's so far off but it's the only place I can say what I need to say
In my head, there's so much rain, that ride most of the pain