It's Addictive Video (MV)

Haven't seen my smile in a couple days
I wanna hide away
Throw my phone in Lake Michigan
Sink under its waves
Haven't been alright in a couple months
I wanna fade away
Find my home in a different place from here
Away from my mistakes
Scream my lungs out
I still don't make a sound
My hands black and blue
It never hurts enough
I feel so numb
I'm so exhausted
So sick of this life
So sick of myself
The sun's cracking through my window
It knows I haven't slept a wink
Circling the brink in the can
Until I have the spins again
Staring at the walls again
Closing in around me
Hours passed, the sun is setting
For another sleepless night
Breaking down once more, looking for closure
Wish it was all over
Close my eyes, take a deep breath
Try to hold down my thoughts
Dodging phone calls and ignoring all my texts
No one cares anyway
Lay in bed, toss and turn til I feel sore
The cycle repeats the same
Scream my lungs out
I still don't make a sound
My hands black and blue
It never hurts enough
I feel so numb
I'm so exhausted
So sick of this life
So sick of myself
The sun's cracking through my window
It knows I haven't slept a wink
Circling the brink in the can
Until I have the spins again
Staring at the walls again
Closing in around me
Hours passed, the sun is setting
For another sleepless night
The sun's cracking through my window
It knows I haven't slept a wink
Circling the brink in the can
Until I have the spins again
Staring at the walls again
Closing in around me
Hours passed, the sun is setting
For another sleepless night