Searching for any words to say
Seems like they always escape me
I don't know what's wrong with me
Stare at my feet, head down, just leave
I'm only comfortable when I'm alone
But this isolation is killing me slowly
Fake a smile, force a laugh
Hold up my mask a little bit too long
It's such a chore
Not to fade
Never figured out how to
Read a room or fix a mood
Struggle through every conversation
I've had in my whole life
I'll build my walls high
Shut out, wonder why
I feel so down, I couldn't say why
Skin is crawling and I'm in a spiral
Thoughts racing until they stop
I hear the ire in the voices
Feel the disdain in the gazes
I know it's all in my head
But I can't seem to shake the feeling
Got no substance to add here
So I stay silent, in the background
Fake another smile, force another laugh
Hold up my mask a little bit longer
It's such a chore
Not to fade
Never figured out how to
Read a room or fix a mood
Struggle through every conversation
I've had in my whole life
I'll build my walls high
Shut out, wonder why
I feel so down, couldn't say why
Skin is crawling and I'm in a spiral
Thoughts racing until they stop
Never figured out how to
Read a room or fix a mood
Struggle through every conversation
I've had in my whole life
I'll build my walls high
Shut out, wonder why
I feel so down, couldn't say why
Skin is crawling and I'm in a spiral
Thoughts racing until they stop