In the After - Corruption Lyrics

Buried in the roots of tragedy I have lost my way
These roads, a delusion, never reach their supposed apogee
Pursuit of an incessant timeline
Curiosity unfolds the lies wrapped around the unknown mind
The unknown mind

Brought back to life by the madness I could see
The horrors inside of me scratching at their seams
What seems to be the end of me
Oh god if you're listening
Stop me from sinking
I can't hold on much longer
Stop me from sinking
Aberration of my mentality

Look what you've done to me
Look what you've done, impurity
I am losing grasp on reality

Nothing but an unbound silent storm
Corroded emotions are nothing short
Of distress concealed from reflection
But the cloth they bare withers the mind
Thoughts plead with innocence as the guilt rewinds over and over again
Exiled from the place I once called home
Oh wont your words pierce through my bones
Command me
I can't keep living this life of fear
Your grace awakening, the spirits I once knew so dear
What must I do to start again
Purify the blood beneath my skin
What must I do to start again
Reconcile everything I've bargained with

Look what you've done to me
Look what you've done impurity
I am losing grasp on reality
Look what you've done to me
Look what you've done polluting my sanity
I never asked to be this way
Falling further from my escape

This anxiety floods my mind
I've felt these horrors a thousand times
Rid the devil behind these eyes
I'm lost, please find me
I'm begging for your guidance
Don't leave me imprisoned inside myself