You still think about me
Like I think about her
Restlessly dreaming
Of futures I know won't exist
At least in this moment
I can't confirm what my feelings are telling me
Should I go back there? Or just stop thinking
I'm giving up, I'm not giving in
I don't like it, but that's how it is
I'm giving up, I'm not giving in (to you)
Would it be okay if we except that I'm weak
Ghosts infecting the air that I breathe
Don't ask me if I'm okay
Can't you look at her face
She's dying every day
All of the turmoil stays
I can't stand my own face
I became all that I hate
Now a constant memory
Hypocritical fantasies
Just drown them out with revelry
I'm hoping you can forget me
(At least in this moment)
I can't confirm what my feelings are telling me
Should I go back there? Or just stop thinking
I'm giving up, I'm not giving in
I don't like it, but that's how it is
I'm giving up, I'm not giving in to you