ImJustTy - When I Had You Lyrics

I dont want
To picture the memories
Because my heart
It is still healing
I dont want
To think of the time we spent
When I had you
When I had you

I said it before and ill say it again
I was the one that was trying
When I would do nothing
But be a good husband
All you would do is start lying
To all of the family and friends
That you spoke
No wonder they hated my guts
Whenever you finished deceiving your folks
Youd post about us and how were in love
Its toxic
I wasted my time
Thinking that you were worth it
When I would defend you in fights
You're crossing the line
You never deserved it
Especially when you let your family
Talk down on me, never would step in
I should have known way back then
That you were faking it
I'm thankful that were ending
Cause the way you treated me
Was so pathetic
Exaggerate
That lucifer was not a snake
Cause he turned into you
All he needed was your face
Its not my fault
You turned our marriage to disgrace
Now I pray to God
That I will never ever see your face again
Cause I dont like the ones that play pretend
Releasing this forever
Sorry God, ill take this sin

I dont want
To picture the memories
Because my heart
It is still healing
I dont want
To think of the time we spent
When I had you
When I had you

Heartbreak, but its not over you
Just every little moment that I thought was true
I can get a girl, but I dont want to
Ive been putting up walls
That youre never gonna break through
Not for the new women in my life
Its only for you, cause you did it this time
Just gonna be me
Know I did fine
You ain't doing well
Meanwhile, I'm alright
Dripping on sight
The best of decisions I made in my life
I'm happy without you
I know that its right
I bet that youre thinking of me every night
Cause you wish that you were still with me
Cause I did care about the things
That no one else would even think
That you were hiding, wouldn't speak about
You don't wanna talk, fine by me
Won't work it out, then I don't need
To give my all, so I will cease
And give this up, not meant to be
Cause I need someone that'll talk it out
Shouldn't have to push
So I can hear what it's about
I'm done