Internal Warfare Video (MV)

Been a day or two
Am I still alive
I've been waiting here
Cause I'm numb inside
And My life is fast
But I still survive
Suicidal thoughts
But I'll be alright
I'm not made to die
I was born to live
I hate to get
But I love to give
Make a memory
And then reminisce
Of all the goods times
That I'd hate to miss
And I still fight
When I can't write
And My heads clouded
With dark skies
When I have a tear
But I can't cry
When i say yes
But I don't try
Have the truth
But I still lie
Like I'm okay
But I'm not fine
Cause I like me
But I hate me
At the same time
Cause It's an internal warfare
The place that I become scared
Cause It's an internal warfare
The place that I become scared
I want to take it away
Can you take it away
I Don't want all of this pain
I'm just looking for change
And a place to be safe
Can you take it away
I want to take it away
I Don't want all of this pain
I'm just looking for change
I'm fighting battles
Without knowing it's a war
My lack of motivation
Leaves me here without a sword
I'm unequipped
I had no time for preparation
I'm thinking on my feet
As I'm tossed in situations
I'm bouncing left and right
Choosing what's wrong or right
Try to look for justice
In a world that is
Full of ice
Isolation
No relations
Panic when it's face and face and
It's starting up anxiety
That's why I never leave to face them
Cause It's an internal warfare
The place that I become scared
Cause It's an internal warfare
The place that I become scared
I want to take it away
Can you take it away
I Don't want all of this pain
I'm just looking for change
And a place to be safe
Can you take it away
I want to take it away
I Don't want all of this pain
I'm just looking for change
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