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This world is toxic
Nothing will ever change
That's why you have to go and
Take it in your own way
You have to wear a mask
So you can state your name
They're labeling your past
Even though you changed your ways
There's a little boy
Who cannot seem to focus
And Even though he's trying
It always goes unnoticed
He's always looking around
Not doing any work
But for God's sake he's still young
His creative mind's at work
He's getting made fun of
He gets bullied everyday
And he always gets picked last
With every single game they play
Cause no one really likes him
They laugh so they fit in
Cause he was always different
But he was just another kid
Always getting solo'd out
He never really fought for it
Instead he'd run away
And punch a wall
It's how he'd cope with it
Filled with sad & hate
Depression at a young age
Since then he never really tried
To get some good grades
He became so closed
The shy and quiet type
Started writing songs
But Never picking up a mic
He would sing them so soft
So No one hears a word
Probably wrote a bunch of songs
That's why he's good inside a Verse
Started writing how he feels
Every line is of his soul
Only passion that he has
Is making music of his own
But his confidence is broken
He has low self esteem
And even though he's changed
The world will never see it
Cause they don't care
No they don't care
Cause they don't care
No they don't care
This world is toxic
Nothing will ever change
That's why you have to go and
Take it in your own way
You have to wear a mask
So you can state your name
They're labeling your past
Even though you changed your ways
I feel there is no winning
Cause everything's corrupt
You take a shot at what you love
But it is not enough
"You wanna chase a dream
I do not think you'll make it
Go get a real job
This isn't it so face it
I'm really sorry
But I don't need your opinion
I do not need your approval
I do not need your permission
It is invalid to me
Everything that you are thinking of me
Cause I might be living a life
That is making me happy
Cause I am believing in me
So what is the problem with that huh
It's not like your breaking your back huh
I know it's a make it or break it
But you do not see it
Cause you think I'm wack huh
You think it's too hard of a game
You are not seeing my plan
Closing my eyes when I aim
Act like you're taking a stand
Pulling the gun from my hands
But, you think you know me
And you think you know what's better
If you think it isn't music
You can leave my life forever
Cause the ones who really know me
Know that it's my life
And they know it helps me sleep
On the dark and scary nights
Shoutout to the cous
He knows me better than myself
And the homie
In the army
Gotta thank you for the help
If it wasn't for you both, and God
You'd see a note up on my shelf
I would've took my car and drove
And crashed it, hoping I would kill myself
Cause they don't care
No they don't care
Cause they don't care
No they don't care