Hate my life, sometimes I think that I should end it
Too smart for my own good, should I just pretend it's
All okay, when it feels like the worlds ending
Miss the ones I love, I'm so f*cking codependent
Driving down Conway thinking "I should send it"
Crash into a wall, die, and beg God for forgiveness
Life was too much, I wish I didn't have end it
Didn't have to end it
Didn't have to end it (that's by Spark!)
Why do I think
The same things everyday
Why do I see
The dark side to everything
I just wanna live
My life in f*cking peace
Tired of the same old problems
Let me rest in peace (that's by Spark!)
Let me rest in peace (let me rest in peace)
Let me sit still
I don't wanna think (I don't wanna think)
Cause my brains a neuro hell
I got dark thoughts on repeat (dark thoughts on repeat)
Sometimes I wanna down a bunch of pills
And then lay down till I feel (lay down till I feel)
Nothing, f*cking nothing
When I try to think a thought (try to think a thought)
I'll hear nothing, f*cking nothing
I wanna lay down till I feel (lay down till I feel)
F*cking nothing, f*cking nothing (that's by Spark!)
Why do I think
The same things everyday (same things everyday)
Why do I see
The dark side to everything (the dark side to everything)
I just wanna live
My life in f*cking peace (my life in f*cking peace)
Tired of the same old problems
Let me rest in peace (that's by Spark!)
Rest in peace
Let me rest in peace
Let me rest in peace
Let me rest in peace