$illyBing$ - DIFFERENT FOR ME NOW (feat. Creepzz) Lyrics

I ain't going down that path again
Met a couple guys who crossed the line and
Let it harm me then
See between the lies and all the vibes
I guess it's right for me to laugh at them and Try to pretend we're calm again
But it's so much different for me now

Back when I was young I found it hard to achieve
Come to think of it
I really struggle to believe
With a chip up on my shoulder getting
Harder on these streets
And my friends turn to snakes but it's
Nothing to a G
When you're stuck up in the deep
On your knees with a wish
Asking God for help but there's nothing
He can give
Paranoia kicking in thoughts of being rich
It's pathetic and mad I was trying to heat the
House with no electric and gas
Thinking why the hell's it happening
I'm depressed and I'm sad
I need a rest for the best and I confess I'm a Prat I confess I'm a prat
For the best I need a rest to relax I'm out

I give it all till there's nothing I can give
Tell my brothers that I love them really
Struggle to forgive
All the nights up on the strip
And you f*cking up my shit
Like yeah you took the blame but still you Left me in this pit

Look and still you left me in this pit
And there's no turning back no going back From this shit
Love my brothers to the death man it is what It is
But we keep it real we give them everything We give them what we got

I'm feeling type of ways my mind's a maze
I'm clutching on my hip
Put me in some situations
I would never wanna live
And you really f*cked me over
Got me questioning my clique

I've been racking on my lonely son
Sat here with a bag of white I'll sit here
Till my nose will run
Get to 8am I say amen oh God I owe you
One Do this every night it's fight or flight
I guess I'm woven up
Sat here with a bag of cash
Just take a seat and picture that
My heart still feels so broken up

I get the cash and stack it up
Get the flake and sniff it up
Till my face was stiffing up
I give it all till there's nothing I can give
Tell my brothers that I love them really
Struggle to forgive
All the nights up on the strip and you f*cking

Up my shit
Like yeah you took the blame but still you
Left me in this pit
Look and still you left me in this pit
And there's no turning back
No going back from this shit
Love my brothers to the death man
It is what it is

But we keep it real we give them everything We give them what we got
I ain't going down that path again
Met a couple guys who crossed the line
And let it harm me then
See between the lies and all the vibes
I guess it's right for me to laugh at them and Try pretend we're calm again

But it's so much different for me now
I ain't going down that path again
Met a couple guys
Who crossed the line and let it harm me then
See between the lies and all the vibes
I guess it's right for me to laugh at them
And try pretend we're calm again
But it's so much different for me now