I wept but I never felt
And I never will
Lock the door at both ends
Cover your tracks
Will you tell me why you left me then
Tell me where you went and when
Tell me how tell me how you have been
Life would never feel my warmth again
Time could never ever have been anything less
And so the days would pass
I would never ever leave myself
Though I could be better if I would
Why are we all so torn by indifference
Why are we all so f*cking apathetic
Yeah I'm the cynic
Everybody's a critic
Why are we all so drawn toward aesthetic
Why are we all so f*cking copacetic
Yeah I'm indifferent
Everybody's a hypocrite
Life would never feel my warmth again
Time could never ever have been anything less
And so the days would pass
I would never ever leave myself
Though I could be better if I would, yeah
And so I rot here as if I'm not here
Mournful, I remorse
The grave dancer's lament
I regret what I've said
I detest how I've lived
Sewn shut at the mouth
My story ends if I tell
As if a corpse could be found in every wall of this house
In the absence of will
A mental prison cell
Where I divert if I can to circumvent this f*cking hell