Illusion of Choice - Don't Wanna Be Here Lyrics

Lately becoming someone I don't recognize
The things that I hide
And the shame I feel inside
Catholic guilt
And my filth
And the life that I've denied myself
I got an empty feeling that I can't explain
Numb yet in pain
Ugly dumb yet vain
Narcissism drowned in self hatred
You say it's in my head
But the way I feel is real and sincere
Gone and reappears
From the blue becomes clear
That I Don't Wanna Be Here anymore
No, no, no
Not with you
Not with me
There's nowhere I want to be
To dissolve
Disappear
I Don't Wanna Be Here anymore
I Don't Wanna Be Here
I Don't Wanna Be Here
No, no, no