Illogical Notion - Deceit Lyrics

A conclave of my emotion
Conglomerate of how I feel
I wish I could tell you
Exactly what's inside
I wish I could show you
Into my head

But you won't understand
No you won't understand
Oh you won't understand
'Cuz I don't understand myself anymore

My heart, my soul
My being is gone
My voice, my will
My being will not, being will not last here

A web of broken thoughts
A network of lies
That make up the foundations
To the structure of my life
The structure of my life
The structure of my life

I don't expect you to get the reference
I don't expect you to understand
That silence is my preference
I'll shove it down until I forget that

My heart, my soul
My being is gone
My voice, my will
My being will not, being will not last here

My darkest reaches, the Mariana's Trench of my mind
My darkest corners, the outer space that's inside my head
You won't understand

No you won't understand
Oh you won't understand
No you won't understand
'Cuz I don't understand myself anymore
Anymore, anymore, anymore