Illicit Thoughts - Insidious Lyrics

Oh

This feeling from inside of me
I've hidden it so well will they ever see
Callously it tortures me
Like parasites, I grit my teeth
What's become of me
The misery
The memories
Of the better days
A better me

I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone?
What have I done?
(Where have I been?)
My Sanity comes crawling back
I feel as if my heart turns black
When did it all become so cold?

Its got its f*cking hold on me
Insidious feelings from inside of me
Will I swim or will I sink?
Why the F*ck can I not think?
I hang this rope
I seek to leave
What's left of there for you to see?
A broken man with a broken dream
It's my misery

I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone?
What have I done?
(Where have I been?)
My Sanity comes crawling back
I feel as if my heart turns black
When did it all become so cold?

Last night I watched myself sleep
And then I flew away
The darkness calls
It's haunting me

Insidious
It's haunting me
Insidious
No longer a part of me

I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone?
What have I done?
What have I done?

I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone?
What have I done?
(Where have I been?)
My Sanity comes crawling back
I feel as if my heart turns black
When did it all become so cold?

Become so cold

Become so cold