Ill Zakiel - ILLER (feat. Joey Bravo) Lyrics

I'm in a personal battle within myself
All My demons got my mind trapped in this hell
Mentally ill it's like the devil cast a spell
Now my actions are bad not living well
I'm in Self sabotage self destruct mode
Lost in my consciousness, darkest tunnels
Shadows got me locked in an awful struggle
Lost soul tryna sift through all the rubble
The destruction I've caused in a world of pain
I lost my way thoughts filled with guilt and shame
Turned to self hate and it's only ILL to blame
I let the darkness consume me and fill my brain
And now the ones that use to love me are filled with hate
Towards me wish me dead want to seal my fate
Is this a nightmare am I sleeping or still awake
I lost will to live rather be in a grave
But that's exactly what the devil wants for me to quit
And give in Blast my brains out or slit my wrists
Or sell my soul and be a slave and be with him
Or use my gift of music for evil influence
You almost had me mother f*cker ya you did
I have to admit
But hell nah I ain't about to quit
You had me asleep in the mix in a pile of shit
Just like the rest of the populace with your foulest tricks
I'm about to out wit the devil cause I have awakened
I'm searching for redemption defying the matrix
The chaos I created caused my mind to make shifts
My eyes are opened time to make some changes
Donte's inferno raising my vibration
Consciousness awakens For my liberation
I gotta battle all my demons and face them
And go through the levels of my transformation

Darkness fell upon this man
His final hr was close at hand
His demons crawl in search of blood
To leave his mind down in the dumps
A spark inside him shall be found
He has the soul for getting down
He'll stand and face the howls of hell
And fight against the devils realm
The foulest demons in the air
The ones from all his living years
The grizzly ghouls his mind consumed
Are closing in to seal
His doom
So now he fights to stay alive
His body never shivers
Just a mear mortal who resister the evils
Than he nobody is ILLer
Ahahahaahahahahaha

Let go of the fear you hear me
Let go go the guilt the shame
Let go of all that self doubt
Let go of all the self judgement and every single thing that has made you feel less than
Let go of it dog
Let go of whatever was
And walk into what is
Use that pain
Control that anger but be a monster
Remember who the f*ck you are
Be the illest
Go out there and be ferocious you hear me
Be ferocious

Yo ILL get up ILL wake up