ilixir - buried Lyrics

I see your paragraph
Saying you need a break
I felt my gut drop and my heart sink
Then I sit down and I spiral and I think

What did I do wrong
Was I too much or not enough
Don't shut me out because I was trying
Please don't leave me on this doorstep crying
Don't shut me out because I was trying
Please don't leave me on this doorstep crying

A wave of emotions take my soul
I feel the pain and the hurt unfold
This is what I was afraid of
A heartbreak out of love
You said you loved me
But now I don't know what to believe

Was I just a f*cking toy to you
Did I ever f*cking matter to you
Was I just a f*cking toy to you
Did I ever f*cking matter to you

3 weeks later and there's someone new
Is this someone who will f*cking leave too

Leave me in the ground, where you thought you buried me

3 weeks later and there's someone new
Is this someone who'll leave too