She told me put my heart in the bag
And nobody gets hurt
Now I'm running from her love, I'm not fast
So I'm making it worse
Keep it a stack
If I gave you my heart
And gave you my love
Would you give it back
You're one of a kind, I can't lie, I'm under attack
It's a gift and a curse, but I know I can't reverse
Took too many pills, now he's laying in a hearse
Cannot reverse it
Rapping on my own, cause I know I'm not perfect
Yeah, my eyes red when I'm swerving
Yeah, I'm too high, is it worth it
Is it worth it the way I live my life
I've caused my friends and family anxiety and strife
I wanna spread the word of God
But who's gonna listen to somebody
That's been convicted of crimes
I'm not reflecting Jesus Christ
I wanna stop getting in fights
But these bitches make me mad
People think that I'm a crashout
Cause they only see the bad
It's a curse, I can't reverse, but maybe there's a silver lining
God will use my pain for good
I'm gonna keep trusting his timing
It's so hard to go to school
Cause that's where trauma hit me first
Pray to Jesus every day that he can fix where I am hurt
Tryna get rich so I can leave all these bitches in the dirt
Wanna flex on all my bullies and make them feel insecure
Keep it a stack
If I gave you my heart
And gave you my love
Would you give it back
You're one of a kind, I can't lie, I'm under attack
It's a gift and a curse, but I know I can't reverse
Took too many pills, now he's laying in a hearse
Had to pop a perc I had to use it burke
Why the f*ck do I always have to get hurt
Running away, can't always stay
When I'm off shrooms I feel so far away
Now I'm digging up a grave, from my past
I'm a whole different person (A whole different person)
It's a gift and a curse (A gift and a curse)
But I cannot reverse it