iH8 COREY - Lost Souls Lyrics

I try so hard to keep track of my mental health
Tell me keep my head up high
I tell you speak for yourself
Cause lately I ain't feeling well
I ain't been like myself
I keep holding onto my problems
While pushing away the help
In a struggle with depression
I've had it since seventeen
They tried to give some meds to me
But I told em just leave be
In a search to find who me is
Like who am I really?
Let a person break your spirit
Your demons will start revealing
I don't know why I been hurting other people while I'm healing
I guess it's another story of "Hero, turned to Villain"
Another sad song about everything going wrong
Nothing ever lasts long
I'm convinced that love is a fraud
People only wanna show it when you're dead and you're gone
They just use you and abuse you when you're healthy and strong
Your value is only determined by the things you can do
They got everything to gain
While you got everything to lose
Imperfect people wanna tell you all these ways to improve
Live your dream or be a slave?
It's a shame that we gotta choose
Your light is slowly gonna fade
Like a new phase of the Moon
I done wrapped up all my bruises
I could lay in a tomb
Social Media manipulation
Every day's consumed
By these pretty little lies because we hate the f*cking truth
Women seeking validation from naked pictures they're posting
Serotonin going up from a linktree full of hoe shit
Bunch of losers flashing cash with a fanny pack and they boasting
Hoping that the hoe they wanted will notice and heart the pic
Now days you speak the truth
And they think that you're talking shit
Because the shoe shits
But they'd rather throw a fit and then bitch
Then to hold themselves accountable for any their flaws
Cheating on her man? They like, "Yeah, she a boss"
Cheating on his woman? They like, "Yeah he a dog"
So blind to their selfish ways
Ain't seeing nothing wrong with their decisions
Bunch of lost souls really thinking that they winning
Bunch of lost causes talking game like they in it
Bunch of hard topics
Ain't no way that I can finish
This was only the beginning
Ima let this be continued