I could tell you what I'm seeing
But no one ever believed me
I'm not that edgy indeed
But the border is sometimes appealing
I write this shit and delete it
Don't want nobody to see it
But the feeling within
Is sometimes stronger than me
I'd write it down and then spit it
But all words go through a bottleneck
My mind just goes through a filter
Makes sure that no one is bothered
Yeah I wrote it I did it
But never knew if it's good enough
Skipped a beat for some reason
I'm not as good as I wish I was
The expectations they kill us
That's why some go and then do it themselves
Millions of people who didn't think
They were good enough
Tryna fit the criteria
Not made for them
There's no excuse to rush
To your f*cking end
The expectations they kill us
That's why some go and then do it themselves
Millions of people who didn't think
They were good enough
Tryna fit the criteria
Not made for them
There's no excuse to rush
To your f*cking end
Spend your life doing shit that makes no sense
If you looked inside there's someone else
Making sure you do what's best
But not for you, it's all for them
If you looked around there's people just like you
If they find it hard they try something new
If it doesn't work they search again
No excuse to rush to your f*cking end
You could tell me what you're seeing
You think I just won't believe it
Trust me I know this feeling
I can hear you breathing
If you write it I'll read it
If that stops you from bleeding
If the feeling within
Is somehow defeated