If Only - Anger Management Lyrics

I don't think that you'll ever understand, the hate I have for you
You threw me down like a piece of filth, like I had betrayed you
I should have closed the gap when I have the chance to but, now here I am
One day you'll see all of the pain that you caused to me
And how you let me down
I wish I could explain this unbearable pain, that I now carry around
Can't even seem to trust myself, it's just like they say
History repeats and people don't seem to change
They never learn from their wicked ways
I constantly change, constantly change
I wanna bury you six feet deep but, my heart and soul simple won't allow me