idle tears - closer (feat. shattered) Lyrics

I felt lost but you brought me closer
Can I trust that you'll hold me forever
I thought I would be stronger yeah
Fighting for another yeah
I miss her but I love her yeah
I'm fighting for another yeah
I felt lost but you brought me closer
Can I trust that you'll hold me forever
I thought I would be stronger yeah
Fighting for another yeah
I miss her but I love her yeah
I'm fighting for another yeah
I don't know if I got any friends
Isolating myself till the end
Think i'll leave and maybe join band
Maybe then she'll want to hold my hand
It's hard being the bad guy
I flood my room from the red eyes
All alone in the night sky
This beautiful light can't flash me by
You used to say you love me
And I know it's still there
I can barely breathe
I slowly choke on air
I'm sick of always calling
And you never pick up
Leave an ounce on the dresser
For when you wake up
It's 4 am
And you're in my bed
I can see my life
Passing by my eyes
I lift my head
Just to check the time
And i see that you obeyed me for
Way too long