Idle - so numb Lyrics

I haven't done one of these in a minute
Probably check the mic and make sure that I
Still know how to work it yeah
Cause I've been in my head
Yeah I've been in it
Haven't felt a thing unless you count
Feeling f*cking indifferent nah
Cause I'm just seeing grey til the blues hits
Maybe seeing red when I'm stupid
Maybe I'll just drink til my fingers go numb
Til my fingers go numb
Til my fingers go numb yeah
Either way
I'm underground
There ain't much point in trying to dig me out
Either way
I'm sober now
I just wanna know if I'm someone I care about
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
I haven't done one of these in a minute
Cut the mic I swear to god that
I don't want to f*cking hear it nah
I stay steady oversharing
Figured out nobody's listening
Might as well just be transparent, right?
Most days I don't even feel the blues hit
But every day I figure out I'm useless
I always pass out before my toes go numb
Before my toes go numb
Either way
I'm sober now
I just want to know that I'm someone I care about
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
Every day I'm hoping that I'm changing
It's always all grey and I don't feel a thing
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
Either way
I'm underground
There ain't much point in trying to dig me out
Either way
I'm sober now
I just wanna know that I'm someone I care about
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
Every day I'm hoping that I'm changing
It's always all grey and I don't feel a thing
Cause I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb
Yeah I'm so numb