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I've been pissing life away
Telling myself I hate the way
That I breathe
And I need
Everyone that ain't around me
And I don't wanna know
If in 6 months I'm all alone
Cause I hope
That I've grown
I remember just one year ago
I was drinking til my liver hurt
Smiling like it was so rehearsed
And I always seemed to choke up on my words
I hope today
I get the dosage right
And I think I might
I take pills as pink
As the sky behind my eyes
Cause I'm trying to smile
I've been pissing life away
And I f*cking hate the way
That I'm mean
Kind words unclear
They all drip with fake sincerity
I was drinking til my liver hurt
You would tell me that you're so concerned
But I never could believe a single word
(You said to me)
Now I'm smoking til my lungs are toast
Need a THC overdose
Cause I can never seem to sleep
When I need it most
I hope today
I get the dosage right
And I think I might
I take pills as pink
As the sky behind my eyes
Cause I'm trying to smile
300 milligrams
Sounds like such a f*cking drag
But I swear that it's not half as bad
As the doubts inside my head
I hope today
I get the dosage right
And I think I might
I'm done pissing life away
Telling myself I hate the way
That I breathe
And I need
I hope today
I get the dosage right
And I think I might
I take pills as pink
As the sky behind my eyes
Cause I'm trying to smile
300 milligrams
Sounds like such a f*cking drag
But I swear that it's not half as bad
As the doubts inside my head
I hope today
I get the dosage right
And I think I might
I think I might