Idiobliss - P-Zombie Lyrics

Okay I knew this would be dangerous but mama now I'm shaking hard
Wearing this badge upon my sleeve in the back of a burning car
What it means I just don't know, still I keep asking why
Losing my love for the finer things, give me low end to get me high
No more guessing, no more questions.
No more wallowing in self-deprecation baby oh
Cause it's all up hill
It's all up hill
It's all up hill from here
I hate to kill your buzz but everyone looks so much happier
Than I have ever been, than you could ever hope to be
Maybe in the dark I'm gonna see myself for sure this time
Cause it's easy
Okay this kid keeps saying he's an android, and maybe he is
Maybe I am too, but I'm programmed not to know
How could I ever know without smashing in my skull?
I mean my hard drive
Total system crash
So okay, we're both ordinary, and okay, I feel sedentary
Now go away, and don't come back to me
There is no way this is how you knew me
Woah although I know that you're gonna go and take it all away from me
They say that it gets easier, but heavier you'll see
Maybe in the dark I'm gonna see myself for sure this time
Cause it's easy
Take it all in stride
Pixies took my mind
Pessimistic definition, should have seen the sign
Say that you're okay
Nothing wrong with plain
Ain't no bleach or alcohol gonna wash away your stain
In my crooked head, there's clutter in my brain
I'll try to make some sense for once through the pain
Because everything is pure now I could see it in your eyes
Maybe we're just zombies killing time to stay alive
Maybe in the dark I'm gonna see myself for sure this time
Cause it's easy