THE ICE SCREAM - SUCK 8======0 Lyrics

I don't know how to start this
I've been feeling odd lately
I know what it is but not how to get it out
I feel like I've done so much at nothing
I suck at doing what I want
I suck at being where I wanna be
I suck at being me
I want eternal sleep
But also wanna keep
Whatever makes me be me
Sucks to be me
How do I make people see?
Mother lay their blessing
Let them wait and see
Give me faith to guide them
Let them pray to thee
Don't take advantage of me
I rarely can ever perceive
If you're being real with me
I need to find something to stick on to
I've been told I change real quick
But I'm really just trying to find what makes me me
What really sticks
I want eternal sleep
But also wanna keep
Whatever makes me be me
Sucks to be me
How do I make people see?
I suck at being a dick
I wanna dance and find my stick
But nothings seems to stick
He's starting to get sick
Sick of me and my "not-so-stick"
I love him but I don't wanna make him sick
I feel his disappointment in me
I wanna make him complete
I can see my shyness bothers him
Hope he doesn't think he's too extroverted for me
But I want eternal sleep
And I also wanna keep
Whatever makes me me
And it sucks to be me
How do I make people see?
Why do I bottle things up?
Why can't I stick to me?
I suck dick