Icare - Shadows Can't Write Stories Lyrics

It's been a little painful
I thought you were my angel
And you won't even tell me you've been lying to my face
But you told me you were hateful

But you struck a bunch of nerve cells
You cast me like a witch I'm under your spells
I'm battling my demons I've been reading all the books, I'm tryna think of what the lord tells

You won't even tell me
If i'm drowning in the fire, would you help me?
You say i'm kind of overwhelming
But the tone in your voice, condescending

And it's been a bit depressing
They tell you, you should try to count your blessing
But the music is expressing
All the thoughts and all the feelings I'm repressing

But we all know how the story goes
Time slows
But I wear all the same clothes
I'm froze, but my smile always shows
Dead rose on graves that no one knows
I know i'm not the one you chose
You left me here to decompose
But is this how the story goes?
I lost my highs
I found my lows

Were you ever gonna tell me where you hid it?
I kind of figured you were dumping all your feelings
I know you miss me but you never could admit it
You could never keep your feelings hidden

And I'll be staying here until the rain goes
You can join me but you're missing all the rainbows
I'm just trying to think of how the tale goes
I'm the writer of my story, not the shadows