This one
Is for
All the real ones out there
Who ever lost one
And it was all you
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I hurt you, o
I'm sorry that I let it show
I'm sorry that I lose control
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I hurt you, o
I'm sorry that I let it show
I'm sorry that I
So-so-so sorry that I
I'm sorry that I let you go
I shoulda let you know
My heart was hurting it was colder than the winter snow
But I was numb to it
Try not to let it show
Start a chain reaction
It feel like dominos
I've been so bitter
The opposite of domino's
I've been so nasty
Deny it even if you asked me
But don't drive past me funny
I got that Ali Wong
Coz I got a bone to pick
I got that beef
Yeah you did no wrong
But I still hold you hostage
To the pain I feel fixated on what should have been
Looping through my mind just like an insta reel
But Kelly kept it real
She said these thoughts could kill
Stuck in a negative cycle with no detergent
Need to get rid of dirty laundry it's really urgent
Get close enough you'll see these stains under my shirt
This anger got me saying and doing things I regret
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I hurt you, o
I'm sorry that I let it show
I'm sorry that I lose control
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I hurt you, o
I'm sorry that I let it show
I'm sorry that I
So-so-so sorry that I
I slam a couple doors for no reason I ain't proud of it
Violently throw things around when nobody's watching me
If Ted Lasso read my mind he would send me to therapy
But I hide it in my smile and then it shows up unconsciously
But I can't live like this I wanna feel alive
I can't live like this, I wanna have a wife
I can't live like this, I wanna learn to swim
I can't live like this, can't let the devil win
There's more to the life that I'm living now
Every day I'm just holding myself back down
Thinking bout the fear that hold me back from doing all the things I wanna do
I just feel like I can't make it now
Put my best foot forward
Now I'm watching my every step
Said I won't live a life with regret
And it's been that way ever since
A corporate killing these raps
Hope they ain't matching his finger prints
Coz then they'll point me out as him for immaculate penmanship
I'm sorry you're a quitter
Now you think of what you coulda
Your reflection in the mirror
Ain't a picture perfect render
All you see is a shell
Like a turtle's shelter
Try to hide the void inside with smiles you post up on your insta
But that don't hide the lie
You need closure not a filter
You settling in life when you're supposed to be a winner
That could not be me, too many goals on my agenda
So I kick it with my brothers like our pops was master splinter
Bolting to the cash
If rap a track then we some sprinters
Me and IBK like Cench and Dave just need some sprinters
Some sense it makes
And if it don't, just need to tell us
We'll explain
Check your notes
We'll be your tutors
Spot me where the real reside
Catching vibes and just living life
A vet that put in all his time
Now he striped like a zebra's hide
Secrets, lies, too deep inside
All these kinds the industry hides
One fact that the game relies
Hustle hard or your dreams will die
Sorry if my bluntness on topics
Makes you think I'm obnoxious
But sorry, not sorry
Coz I ain't thinking of stopping
Album's gon be dropping
Polo gon be popping
Like remembrance day
Cheque's in the safe, wraiths just to race
Babes waving hey
Coz I paved me a way
Fakes out my face
That's my fave
Coz I'm so used to hate
Matter fact I shouldn't apologize for being this great
Y'all should apologize to me
For being this lame
Fo Sho
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I hurt you, o
I'm sorry that I let it show
I'm sorry that I lose control
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I hurt you, o
I'm sorry that I let it show
I'm sorry that I
So-so-so sorry that I